Wednesday, March 31, 2010 . 10:44 PM

26th Mar

went supper club with may,st, yw n friends.
ended my nite ard 4+..
and yeah..zzz for 3hrs + n went for work again.


27 Mar.

left early from work today..
going malaka with colleague & friends
is a v.sudden decision..

few days ago, when i having dinner with ivy.
i told her tt i like e feeling of driving and travel ard.
we started to crap rubbish n
finally come out with a conclusion of going malacca tis weekend.
HAA.

okies. tis is my first time driving such a long distance.
suppose to be a exciting n enjoyable journey for me..
but ended up became a torture for me..
cos im too sleepy..!
shouldnt have go party with them last nite..zzz

i drove ard 130-140 km
and my speed is still average.
most of e car is so much faster than mine.
so throughout tis 3hrs+ journey..
i kept imagine wt if sth goes wrong..accident..
i wonder hw e outcome will look like.
HAHAHA

reached dere ard 4+ and check in to our hotel.
hmmm..i really unlucky till i got no confident for anything now.
really unlucky till i v.scare.
never have one day will goes smoothly for me..
everyday sure have some shit thing happened.

ytd i got some problem with my client goods..
i might need to compensate for tt..and totally spoil my fri nite.
and today..guess wt..
after we checked in, when we was driving out.
i got held up by one police.
he say we didnt put on safety-belt..
damn suay rite.
i just forgotten to put on just awhile den gt caught already.
n e worse is i don have my driving license with me.
cos i lost mine, hvt do replacement.
end up got no choice..gave him 50rm to shut his mouth.
zzz
HOW LUCKY CAN IT BE..!
if i have my license with me..i'll just ask him open e summon.
cos i noe he wont.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

during e trip..
we eat,
we shop,
we play,
we massage,
we sauna,
we swim
and we have FUN.
=D


31 mar

few more hrs to reach 1st of april.

been look forward for tis day for so long.
cos dere will be 3 happy thing to make me smile.
i seriously hope nth suay will happen.
just want tis day to be e BEST day.
=)

..tis will be e last nite

Wednesday, March 24, 2010 . 11:53 PM

finally i received e letter.

$130 Fine + 4 Demerit Points.
_|_

i seriously 破财破until very very very JIALAT..!

all these money shouldnt spent it this way..
is almost 1000+ already.
.................................................................
enuff to buy 5 watches, 4 universal studios annual pass,
etc etc etc................
but nw..i buy nothing but anger.
sigh.

..miles can't separate hearts that care.

Monday, March 22, 2010 . 10:16 PM

23 Mar 2010, Tue.

i getting more n more sick of tue.
if i can remove one day, i'll surely remove away TUESDAY

i always at my lowest pt every tue.
for the last two tue, i was really down..
unhappy thing will always happened on tue.
zzz

as for today..i also feeling extremely down too.
but tis time rd..e reason for being down wasnt really tt bad.
at least..dere some sweet feeling in it..?
h a a

when i've u ard, i went silent.
when u gone, i seek for ur presence.
i've too much to say, too much to share
with you.

I knew that I'd miss you.
I just didn't know I'd miss you as much as I do.

Sunday, March 21, 2010 . 2:16 PM

all e fault is on me, all e care is for him.

im really really disappointed with U.
u always hurt me again n agian.
u never now hw hurt it was..
u'll only care for him..asking hw his work etc.
but u'll never ask me..
i duno why..
my work isnt impt..? or im a useless person in ur hrt..?
when u need help..need someone to take e blame..
i'll always be e first u think of.
tis is nt e first time..is been repeated again n again.
sometimes i really think im really silly to care for u so much.
i tried my best to give u n dad e best
i did wtever thing i can..i gave all my concern.
but wt i get in return..? hurt..?
i really envy him.
he live his own life..
he don have to think for others and yet all e care will go to him.
i always put them above anything
but e care never come..never never come.
am i really asking too much..?
..........................



okies. enuff for today..
hmmm.

i duno hw long must i wait to see my luck coming back.
i crushed my car last mth..and $650 gone for NOTHING.
i mislooked my fines and instead of paying $50..i got to pay $230 now.
during cny..instead of saving all my ang bao to my bank.
i end up losing $250+ in gamble.
n nw, my blackberry went insane..n is driving me crazy too.
within 3 mths..all e suayness run toward me.
how am i going to convince myself tt tis yr gonna be a gd yr.
zzz

i supposed to be =) ytd..
but after knowing abt sth..
my mood totally gone..
i start to think negatively
and i seriously don like tis feeling.
to be honest..im so afraid of tis feeling
it really affect me a lot.
it once hurt me really really hard & i don wish to have it again.

..if i could read ur hrt.
hmmm.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010 . 9:53 PM

ytd was really a bad... bad day..
i don even noe wt word can i use to describe it.
all i noe is tt..im v.down for e whole day
stress over lots of things..
money..work..family etc............

i tot when im home..i'll be much more better.
but im wrong..so wrong.
dad n mum quarrelled,
cursing one another,
exchanging hurting words all over

at tt moment, i really think ytd is e worse day i ever have for 2010.
things hasn't been going well these few wks..except for last sat.
they say tis yr will be a gd yr for rabbit..and i been awaiting for it..
and nw..i start to wonder is this gonna be another unhappy yr for me.
hmmm.