Tuesday, June 14, 2011 . 11:13 PM

..thought that i could get over you but baby that is so far from true.

you used to be e strength for everything
but now..
it became e pain for everything.

Monday, June 13, 2011 . 1:06 AM

what i've said one yr ago, it still valid.
times passed, but every words i said has never change.

i been trying to understand what the reason that caused us to be far apart recenetly
but i just couldnt find the reason.
..communication break-down.
..different view of thinking
..impatient
is what we having now.

i tried to save it but it don seem to work.
we are just getting more n more far apart.
you have slowly drift apart from me.
you gave up the chance to communicate further.
and im in a mess right now.

letting go?
i tried..but it failed.
no matter hw hard i tried..it don seem to work.
and it make me fall even harder.

sometimes, i do wish that we don make the decision.
if that decision wasnt made, all these wouldnt happened.
we will be like before.
the laughter, the talk and everything will still be here.
but now..i've lost away all our used to be.

what can i do to have it back again?

i miss all our used to be.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010 . 12:12 AM

..原来我还是那么在乎你

无论过了多久，你始终未曾离开过我的心
我还想着你，也未曾放弃过你

Sunday, May 30, 2010 . 7:50 PM

翻开一本旧日记
记载着一段旧恋情
每段都那么的甜蜜
往事历历在这里
曾看过多少的风雨
曾说过要到哪里去
曾做过觉得傻的事
爱过在这城市里
昨晚下了一场雨
让我忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣
好想紧紧抱着你
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖
你是否孤身一人
我不停追问
分手两年后我还是想着你
多久没有见过你
现在你住在哪里
只怕有一天我们都会老去
只想留一点回忆
能够让我们依靠
我在一个咖啡店
透过玻璃窗往外望
你的人影无所不在
无心无魂的想你
为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜
我来不及想告诉你
要永远不分离


..再富有的人也买不回自己的过去

Sunday, May 16, 2010 . 3:21 PM

so many things happened..so many to be say out.
but after i login to my blog, all e tots i've all thse while are all gone.
zzz

anyway..im leaving to tw this coming sat.
excited but also uneasy..rofl.
tis gonna be e mother day, father day and ah ma day gift for them.
ROFL.
actually till nw, im still kinda confused over my decision few mths ago.
my plan is to go indo,Bandung first ..end of yr den go tw etc.
But due to my stubborness n 冲动, i made a mistake.
and nw..im facing financial problem..rofl.
e trip cost like 5K excluding e shopping etc.
is seriously over my budget by almost half of it
but this is nt e worse part.
e worse is knowing i should start to spend less & save more NOW..but i didnt.
ROFL...

let hope tis trip will be worthwhile.
Haa.

i was listening to radio ytd morning
and i heard tis CM promoting about this particular movie.
when i heard abt it, e tot of you came to my mind.
haa.

and i realized sth..

when im wif you, i tend to forget abt this movie
even though u've repeated a few times.
and today when you nt here with me,
for no reason why..i remember e things you said about this movie.

i guess im still learning to cherish every moment.
haa.

Sunday, April 25, 2010 . 11:02 PM

i been waiting patiently for e nite to come
and looking forward for e outcome.
but i never knew tt,
e outcome end up making me feeling so depress nw.

there are things i wish i could say it out.
but on e other hand,
i don have e courage to lost wtever im having now.

i tot for tis period of times,
i can temp own back all those moments again
but i never noe tt, it ended up so fast.

..time is nature's way of keeping everything from happening at once

Thursday, April 15, 2010 . 11:33 PM

i've enuff for today.
everything just went wrong,
every single thing is just making me fall harder n harder

and thanks to you for making my day even worse.
i've been controlling my tear for e whole day,
and cos of u, it just kept rolling down my eyes nw.
u just wanna make me lose hope in u...

when u came hm, i tot i could share my unhappiness with u.
but im wrong, totally wrong.
after u noe tt sec bro broke off wif his gf..
u just kept asking abt his rs.
n even knowing im having diff at work..u never ask abt me.
u only start asking when u saw me cried.
i don think it will make me feel any better.
cos i noe clearly u just asking for e sake of doing it.
e more u concern, make mi feel more hurt
from e way u sound, i noe tis doesnt come frm ur hrt.

do u noe hw hurt it was when i realized im really nth in ur hrt.
it really tearing me apart.

i don look forward for new day anymore
everyday is just getting worse n worse.
wt e pt of looking forward n ending up being so unhappy again.


..thanks for making today a memorable day